So unaffectionate, so insecure You claim to know a thing or two about heartache And what it's like to have your insides torn out And I believe you I
In this perfection I lament her beauty Her voice a sout note in this bitter serenade And all those things I could have would have should have said Ring
I feel eyelashes on my cheek And they lacerate my flesh A pain so good Put your hand in mine Never let go Never wake up 'cause I'm done with promises
After all this time of asking questions Of trying to find something to quiet this soul I'm left alone within my mind into this self-made hell I delve
Just swallow the pill and think of me no longer Just let go and take yourself out Before I kill you too Aren't you tired of my fucking you over and over
Paranoia is the insect working its way Through my subconscious thoughts It's the larve of self doubt Gestating in my heart as I spiral down And everything
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